Just a bit to ponder

Salams...

Hi everyone..

I'm at computer lab right now, waiting for my class to come...

Today my class is at 10 a.m. But I manage to come early because I thought I want to finish my presentation slides.

But it does not seem to happen when I was stopped by an exhibition of fourth year physics's Project in the foyer.

It is soooo interesting to read about their incredible research.

But the one that I interested the most is some quotes from my physics professor named proffesor Stan Cowley. Here is his saying;

' .....We compete on the world stage or we're not competing at all!'

Masya Allah, what an inspiring speech, isn't it?

Proffesor Cowley is actually an international scientist that gave so significant breakthrough in his field. And he is now the head of space solar planetary group at Leicester University and he is also my lecturer!

Huhu...

I'm not writing this to please him or what. But I just thrilled by his ethos.

It's so energetic and full of spirit. Maybe that is why he was honoured internationally.

Hmm...in Quran, Allah said that we are the BEST ummah. (ali imran:110)

But the reality is there were Jews and Christians that won Nobel Prize and all sorts of famous awards.

Where are the Muslims?

Have we spoken to Allah and ask for the strength that he promised us?

Hmm...we should do something, shouldn't we?

becoz we're something!

So, come, together we show that we could be as BEST as Cowley!! (at least)

go!go! =)

Salam alaik everybody…

Huhu..Soo sorry (especially to K.long) for i’m not really updating my story lately..

Juz too lazy and I lost my momentum to write too honestly…

Huhuh..what was actually happen to me for the last 2 months?

Ohhoo..It was just a little bit too hard to explain here…

Aiseymenn….

Personal?

Maybe..=P

Well..now I think I get myself back.

I’m working on my studies again.

I got my guts once more and yeah… I think I don’t want to lose them no more.

Once is enough.

I’ve seen a lot of people that believe in God better than me then they drowned into what we call “world”.

And I don’t want to sink like them while I’m still on the ground.

Sometimes u might find your feet stand firmly on sand but your soul is just like on air!

It does happen to me and usually when I reflect it back , I detected the reduction in my IMAN due to some resistive leakage.haha….what on earth am I talking about?huh…

Hmmm..

10 years ago, I always wondered why I need to be nice to people. To behave politely when there were guests around. Why sometimes I could not get all the stuffs that I wanted.
In fact, sometimes I needed to just give it up and let the other people took it…And years ago, I wondered why I needed to queue for hours and waited for something that I actually can go and grab for it.

I wondered how someone could be soooo disciplined and behave all the years in school and became a very strict prefect. I wondered about them.

Don’t they ever feel like breaking the school rules even just for once?And..if they ever felt that, how did they overcome such a feeling? I was just really wonder………

But now…. I UNDERSTAND why…

I just need some time to LEARN and to FEEL it by heart.

I just need a LONG way of journey to understand the word of FAITH.

Faith in RULES, faith in good ATTITUDE, faith in PATIENT, faith in BOSS, and the most important thing that I learnt was faith in GOD and all His words…

Hmm….I look at the people around me.

Some of them not wearing hijab like I did. But after I explore what is inside them, I found that they really have a good, soft and clean heart.

The reason is just they’re not strong enough to make it. But I don’t want to say much about this because like I said just now, I myself need a very very long journey to understand the word of FAITH. So do them. I think they just need a couple more of time to learn it, very slowly and hopefully when they get that spark, it comes from the bottom of their heart. Huhu….

Learning process is never short. It takes time and people usually look for never ending support in their search. So, what we actually can do to help them is to support and pray for them. Always be patient towards them and at the same time try to our utmost to keep advicing them in a very hikmah way.

In my case, I’ve found mine and I’m trying to keep it on. But in some other people cases, they maybe still seeking for that and perhaps they’ve just found that and now they’re struggling to catch it up though the process seems to be very slow….

Hmm…I look at the people around me again…

They’re just a little bit too different from me and my family. I mean their way of life.

Some of the come from a very rich and wealthy family. Travel around the world is nothing to them. Their families consist of doctors, lecturers, engineers, lawyers, bussinessmen, and whatsoever…bla-bla-bla….They have relatives all around the Earth. Thousand pounds of money are easy for them and they just never faced any hard time in life….

Hmm…I simply be honest to you guys…Sometimes I can’t help myself from being jealous to them. Such kinda feeling just come to my mind in a split.

But then, I realize, I slap my cheek, put my feet on the ground again and try to stand straight and look in the sky humbly.

I’m no one…and each of them also someone who is no one in front of GOD without TAQWA.

Wealth is not the scale to enter paradise. Allah will weight our good deeds and our hearts regardless of our wealthy. All of the people are just the same in akhirah. We are all the Allah’s slaves. Wa la gholibu ilallah… There’s no strength BUT Allah!

So….my heart feels calm….

I’m working towards my success..And Allah governs my destiny… I try to utmost, and Allah decides it for me.

I just still learn and try to always remember that I would never know when Allah will take my soul! And when the day comes, I want to die in a husnul khatimah.

Well…

Learning is never ending…
Dakwah will never stop spreading…
And understanding other people is always the best thing!

p/s: my english terabur sket, sorry!haha..kepada pencinta bahasa mohon ampon!=P

Bila lagi???

1400 tahun yang lalu....

Telah Allah jelaskan segala-galanya....

Apakah masih belum tiba masa untuk kita dengan khusyuk mengingati dan mencintai Allah dan Rasul?

Telah kering tinta yang menulis....

Apakah kita masih membantah?

Ya...setelah begitu kasih Allah kepada kita, kenyataannya manusialah makhluk bernyawa yang bergerak di muka bumi ini yang paling banyak menentang!

Bila masa lapang tidak diisi dengan mengingat Allah,

Hati pun jadi buta...

Tidak lagi ingat suruhan dan laranganNya...

Otak tidak lagi setajam pisau...

Semangat di dada tidak lagi berkobar-kobar...

Semua lesu bila menurut nafsu...

Maka pabila ayat Allah dibacakan, manusia ini pun menentang!

Astaghfirullah...Kembalilah kepada Allah saudaraku...

Kembalikan dirimu dan semua masalahmu kepada yang Maha Berkuasa...

Kerna,

"......Bukankah Allah lebih tahu apa yang ada dalam dada SEMUA manusia?" (Al-Ankabut:10)

Maka saudaraku...

Dan pesan buat diriku yang sering lupa....

Marilah kita kembali kepadaNya yang Esa...

Kalau bukan hari ini, bila lagi?

DAN TIKA ITU...

salam wbt...
sebagai renungan bersama.. tak tahu sapa tulis.. terjumpa, dan sgt terkena dengan bait2 tulisan ni...

RENUNGAN….
Apabila kita memandang keliling, hendaklah kita melihat kejadian. Bukit tidak akan rata kerana kata-kata. Bintang tidak akan gugur kerana nista. Jalan perjuangan menjadi mudah apabila sikap dan tindakan datang serupa. Bagaimana kita hendak selaraskan hal demikian. Lihatlah pada diri. Cungkil penyakit hati yang masih cintakan dunia. Akhirat tidak akan datang sekeping demi sekeping menggauli keyakinan apabila terselit cinta dunia. Buangkan perkara-perkara dan kelakuan yang tidak memanjangkan persahabatan. Sebarkan khabar gembira seperti seekor lebah yang patuh membawa setitis madu kepada permaisurinya. Jadilah seorang hamba yang terlalu rindu untuk berbuat kebajikan. Contohi para sahabat di dalam berjuang. Perlumbaan mereka pada kerja-kerja kebajikan bagai tiada hari esok. Siangnya dibasahi keringat, malamnya dihiasi munajat. Esak tangisnya memecah-milu hati yang mendengar. Sedangkan siangnya tubuh sasa itu juga yang meratakan kemakmuran dengan langkah jihadnya. Hidupnya memburu iman dan taqwa. Seisi bumi memberi laluan mudah. Seluruh langit menyeru sajadah. Hatinya telah makmur. Rohnya penuh syukur. Insannya terbangun dengan syahadat dan selawat. Hidup dan matinya hanya untuk Islam. Bertolaklah dari cita-cita yang pernah ditanam di dalam sanubari para sahabat Rasulullah SAW. Apabila dipalu gendang jihad, anak isteri, harta dan pangkat kuasa, tinggal teresak-esak menggamit pemergiannya. Sesungguhnya akhirat itu terlalu manis dan kekal abadi bagi orang-orang yang bersungguh-sungguh berjuang mencari keredhaan ALLAH. Maka cuba ditinjau diri kita pula. Sudahkah kita melayakkan diri sebagai para sahabat Rasulullah di dalam perjuangan? Atau sebagai Asoib yang benar-benar bersedia untuk bangun bersama kecintaannya? Jika belum, mari bersama-sama di dalam medan ini. Kerana cuma ada satu kepastian yang menanti. Itulah kemenangan abadi. Pertama, apabila dunia berada di tangan dan tidak di hati. Kedua, gugur syahid dalam erti perjuangan haq ini. Kekuatan ini hanya boleh diukur dari daya yang ALLAH pinjamkan kepada diri. Atau pada kemampuan yang berpaksi dari iman. Tidak akan berjaya diperolehi iman jika tidak benar-benar mahu bermujahadah melawan hawa nafsu. Yakinlah, iman yang subur adalah anak kunci kepada semua masalah hidup yang boleh dibuka tutup dengan kehendak hati. Berusahalah kita untuk mendapatkan anak kunci ini. Bagi orang yang telah berjaya membuka pintu hati, maka ia melihat cahaya yang terang benderang. Memantuli hatinya yang jelas dalam tindak dan sikap hidupnya. Ia bukan cahaya fizikal yang kita nampak dengan mata kasar tetapi sangat gemilang cahayanya dengan renungan mata hati yang diberikan basyirah oleh ALLAH. Hanya mata hati yang begitu boleh melihat penyakit-penyakit hati, kesumat-kesumat rohani dan dendam-dendam sanubari. Tetapi kita bukan orang pilihan yang boleh meminta langsung kepada ALLAH. Segala rahsia alam ini terbongkar dari pancutan orang-orang pilihanNYA itu. Maka carilah dia hingga ke hujung dunia dan penghabisan masa. Jika telah bertemu, jangan teragak-agak untuk sungguh-sungguh memegang jubahnya. Ia dapat dikenal pasti dari akhlaknya. Akhlak contoh Rasulullah yang dianugerahi ALLAH. Oleh itu, marilah kita berusaha dengan yakin untuk menjadikan impian itu benar-benar satu realiti...insyaALLAH.

Adilah W Ab Rahim
3rd Year Medicine,
University College Cork

keyakinan kpd allah ibarat air tenang yg tidak pernah kering, menjadikanseorang muslim itu tetap thabat disaat orang lain berguguran, tetaptenang disaat orang lain ketakutan. Semakin dekat bahtera kitakepadaNya, semakin hebat taufan yg melanda...
"ya Allah, tiadalah Engkau menjadikan semua ini sia-sia"

kepadamu ANSORULLAH...

Maka kepadamu ansorullah,
Andai kadangkala dalam perjalananmu,
Debu-debu jahiliyah mengaburi pandanganmu,
Sapulah dari matamu,
Dengan lembaran-lembaran suci Tuhanmu,
Dan teruskanlah perjalanan
Jangan pernah berhenti..

Andai kakimu sakit,
Tubuhmu longlai kepenatan,
Berteduh lah bersama saudaramu di persembunyianmu
Bersama tentera-tentera lain yang bergerak senyap
Lalu bertahmid dan berzikirlah bersama-sama,

Bantulah sesama kamu,
Untuk kembali bertenaga,
Kemudian bangunlah dan teruskan perjalananmu
Jangan pernah berhenti..

Seandainya dalam perjalanan yang jauh dan sukar itu,
Kalian digempur musuh
Dibenci dan disakiti
Katakanlah
“sodaq Allahu wa rasuluh”

Inilah jalan yang benar,
Kerana itu kamu merasa sukar
Maka lepaskan lah dirimu sedaya upaya
Dari cengkaman musuhmu yg nyata
Dan teruskan perjalananmu
Jangan pernah berhenti..

Allah menjual syurga kepada kita,
Dengan harga yang mahal,
Kebahagiaan dunia,
Kemewahan harta,
Kepentingan sendiri dan keluarga,
Kecintaan pada manusia,
Bayarlah dengan harga yang kau mampu..

Kelak syurga pasti milikmu..
Asalkan..bergerakla h kamu..
Jangan pernah berhenti..

syg antunna fillah~
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