Usrah

Salam semua...

Harap semua sihat walafiat hendaknya...Terima kasih buat yang masih berkunjung walaupun tiada update sangat sebulan dua ini..Huhu..Maaf ye...

Orait, yesterday I had usrah with my juniors, Rai, Rin and Ain. We actually wanted to have fun in the sun, picnic and enjoy together. So, a day before the gathering, we promised to meet each other at their hall, Walnut Hall and have picnic together at the backyard just beside their flat. We all excited to meet that tomorrow.

As a good senior, I came early and waited for them calmly on that green green grass with all sort of foods that I brought along with me. *lol*

Yeah...could you see how excited was I? I made a special cake for us, yes, just for four of us!lol~ And actually I did some egg sandwiches and brought some trifles as well;-)

But after 5 minutes waiting....

I can feel some drops of water touched my face. OMG! Raining!!! *panic*

I packed up everything and went to Ain's flat. Finally, we ended up meeting and picnic in the flat.LOL~

Soo sad..But hey, we still had had a good time together yesterday! We played Quran Challenge Games from 10 a.m till Zuhr. Subhanallah...Alhamdulillah...Got a lot of new knowledge from that game too. And Rai, Ain and Rin  actually made a lot of foods as well..*Full* Seriously~

Well guys, that's all.See ya..

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi

Farewell Day Out (With Housemates)

Salam...updating again...On that same day with tea time party, actually my housemates and I went to Nando's, having some delicious food there. We just actually wanted to spend time together after being separated by exam's gap. Alhamdulillah, now, Kak Nida and Kak Mai finished their exams and will go back to Malaysia soon. *cries*

So, yeah...Sad and tears...But then, love has no limit, so does ukhuwwah. Only sky is the limit? No! No limit at all. Insya Allah, we will keep this ukhuwwah alive. Ameen...

Farah (left) and Kak Mai

Kak Nida(left) and me.

Peri-peri chicken. Yummy~

Mmmm..

That's all from me. How about you guys?:)

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi

Tea Time Party

Salam semua...

Apa khabar? Sihat?

Me? insya Allah sihat walafiat...Hmm..Just want to share with you the pictures during the tea time party that we (me, ema and raihana) had recently. Have a look:-)

the menu was simple, my kek cinta and lemon hot tea:-)

ema was pretending to be shy2 cat..:-p

us with kak nida (the brown veil)

us with kak mai (beside ema)

Says who we cannot reach stars?? look! Ema caught two stars from the sky! *lol*

Ok, that's all, may Allah bless each one of you.Ameen...

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi

Shopaholic:-P

Salam semua...

Huu...Hari ni hari Selasa. Hari last update hari Ahad. Bermakna semalam saya tak update apa-apa...Oh..So sorry...

Ok, so, jom bercerita semalam apa saya buat?:-)

Well, pagi tu saya skype dengan my sister, my eldest sister. She's a doctor at HKT. Guess what? Dulu saya ingat profession doktor ni best, sebab dapat gaji banyakkkkkk....

But after I had a chat with my sister yesterday, I just realized that she was sooooo extremely tired.*Exausted to death* Sigh...Pity her..She must be so strong and tough yeah?Huu...Salute ahhh...Kalau saya, mahu saya bakor aje hospital tu..hahahaaa...

Hmm..after having chat with her, I went to town, gi collect photo book yang saya tempah hari tu untuk majlis pertunangan my sister. Alhamdulillah, puas hati! Cun! Suka-suka...lalala~:-)

And then, after that, headed to center of town. Then you should know what will happen when a shopaholic girl like me was in the middle of the marvellous town:-) Gosh~~~~

My money flew away like a river. Or flied away like a bird if you like.LOL

Mmm..But no worries, I actually shop for my sister wedding. I bought her shoes, handbag and perfume. Hoommmmaaaiiiii...Sooo tired.You know, it is not easy to find something on behalf of others? I need to take many things into account. The colours, the style, the material, and the look. So, to be safe, instead of pink or elegant blue, I chose black.Haha... and I was just like a model myself in front of the mirror at shopping complex yesterday.

I can't believe it myself doing this thing. Suddenly, I feel like it was my wedding!Hahaha..Berangan!*slap my forehead*

Oh..oki, so,natijahnya, bila saya bangun pagi ni, habis satu badan saya sakit-sakit.Oh...Ingat apa?Habis urat-urat kaki, tangan dan pinggang saya terseliuh taw berposing kat depan cermin tu.Ohhhh~~~*cry*

But don't worry, it was fun! and I am happy to do something for my sister. May Allah bless her wedding and soon give me a good husband.Ameen..:-P

These are the stuffs. All black! Except for the perfume.:-)

psst..I really love this shoes. So, if she did not like it, I'm happy to adopt this baby:-)

Ok, that's all from me.See you soon.I love you..Salam...


Love you as always,
diDiE AiNoRi

Muhasabah: A Reminder

Salam semua...

Maaf, malam ni, emosi saya tak stabil sikit. Banyak benda berlaku secara serentak. Tapi yang paling menyedihkan ialah ayah kawan saya baru pergi meninggalkan dunia ini buat selamanya. Allah-Allah-Allah...It's really-really a big reminder for me and for us that Allah will take our lives whenever He wants. He don't even postpone it a second.

You, and me, we will dissapear from this Earth one day. No one will remember us except our family and good friends. All of us! No one can escape from this scary day. Oh, it may be scary for me yang banyak dosa ni, but it may be not for you guys out there yang mungkin dah banyak beramal soleh. Huhu...

Astaghfirullah3x...

Yesterday, I felt really-really pissed off with someone. But today, I feel its useless to hate somebody for life is too short to be filled with hatred. I tell you, just love everybody that you know and everybody that know you. They maybe had crossed your heart by mistake, and it really-really affected your harmony life before. But if you think again, maybe..just maybe... they didn't notice that, they didn't even mean to break your heart. They just maybe did that because they love you. Who knows?

So, just think positive no matter what happen in your life, don't forget to say Alhamdulillah anytime you remember Allah or at least before and after you pray do say HIS name. Be blessed and be blissed. I love you guys and I hope Allah will love me so that you guys will love me too! Because there is a hadith that says if Allah loves you, then everybody on Earth and in the Sky will love you as well!

Dari Nabi saw beliau bersabda: “Bila Allah mencintai seorang hamba, maka Allah berseru kepada Jibril: “Sesungguhnya Allah mencintai Fulan, maka cintailah dia.” Jibril pun mencintainya. Kemudian Jibril berseru kepada penghuni langit: ”Sesungguhnya Allah mencintai Fulan, maka kalian cintailah dia.” Penghuni langitpun mencintainya. Kemudian ditanamkanlah cinta penghuni bumi kepadanya.” (HR Bukhari )

Allahuakbar...See, soo beautiful isn't it? :-)

So, tonight, I wanna reshape my mind again. I wanna tell myself that I want to be grateful and graceful for everything that Allah had given me in my life. Alhamdulillah-Alhamdulillah-Alhamdulillah. I don't wanna hate people. I don't wanna think bad about other people anymore. Insya Allah, may Allah help me to go through this challenging life. Till we meet again my beloved readers! I know I always tell you this, but I don't care, I want to say it again, I LOVE YOU!

So here is my present to you. Read it with a peace and clean heart.;-)

So, "Say bye-bye to negative perception, less-benefit debate, sick heart, backbiting ukhuwwah and gloomy winter." You are now a new born baby,ok!

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi.

Say Hi To Spring! *and to your loved one!*

Salam semua...

Today is monday. And monday is basically my school day. But guess what, now I'm in library to finish all those crazy and crappy homeworks. Huh, sooooo hard to find momentum to do my works. But amazingly I always have momentum to write on this blog. Oh! *Someone slap me please...@.@*

So, what I gotta share with you  guys today? Hmm..Ok, let's share my spring collection photos last year. Enjoy!

A PINK sakura tree;-)

A smoky white flowers..Soo..relaxing scenery..

Ashes flowers again...

 

Not-so-PINKY flowers but still PINK.hihi

I call this white flowers as 'bunga pengantin'. See? Macam bunga pengantin kan?:-P



Sakura flowers once more.

Special single tulip. Sooo bright!

Actually there are still many pictures I wanna share with you guys. But I don't think it's appropriate to share all in this blog. You better visit my facebook if you want to see more ok! Last but not least, sempena musim spring yang aman damai penuh permai ini, ingin saya quote kata-kata seorang sahabat yang amat positif untuk dikongsi bersama.

"Say bye-bye to negative perception, less-benefit debate, sick heart, backbiting ukhuwwah and gloomy winter. Now it's time to say, Hi Spring (Hi Love) !"

 -Ammar *with a bit adjustment by me:-P*

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi

A Night At Usrah

Salam semua...

How are you? Hope you guys are always happier, finer and stronger. Hihi... Me, Alhamdulillah, quite recover from my heart broken last night *sob2*. So now, I AM totally fine. Insya Allah. 

Well, wanna share with you guys. Last 2 nights, I had an usrah (like a quranic circle) with my junior and we really-really had a great night together. Usually we make this gathering once in a week at my junior's flat. Alternate the turn between them. And this time we made it at Raihana's flat.

See what I caught in Raihana's room. Soo cute! *psst..she must have tried so hard to keep her room clean for our usrah* hihi

Actually this usrah should be like sharing about tauhid, tadabbur, fiqah, sirah and whatever sharing as long as that sharing will remind us to Allah and His Greatness. Basically, the first agenda in our usrah is makan-makan and having a 'ringan-ringan' chat like everybody shared what had happened that day in their life. Was it good or bad and so on. And yeah, this was what we ate in our usrah. Tadaaa!!!

A black forest cake. yummy!

Benjos (or egg burgers) made by Rai, the Lord of the house.Hihi

Vienetta ice-cream.Mmmm...

Cheese Bread Pizza. So nice and full of fat as well. *slap my forehead*

And this like zoom out everything. :-)

Alhamdulillah, Allah granted us with the wonderful foods that night. We all got so full and everybody felt like postpone the usrah and go back to their flat to sleep. Haha.*Joking*

So, we had had a great tadabbur on surah Al-Qamar versus 7 to 27. Just reflected on every horror punishments that Allah gave to the people of Luth, Tsamud, Noah, and 'Ad. And we tried to relate all that punishments to the tsunami and earthquake that happened lately at Japan and of course at Banda Aceh before. 

We don't actually said that they are not good people or what. We were so sorry of what had happened at Japan and Banda Aceh. We know that they must had been very painful and trauma and sad as well. But what we tried to share in our discussion was that sometimes, we didn't notice that we quite obsess with our wisdom. Like we think that we can make everything by ourselves. We don't even need Allah's help. We think that our building that we built was so strong and nothing can force it down. We were so proud with our creations and inventions.

But then, see! Allah is Almighty. If Allah said kun fayakun, the safetest nuclear plant in Japan can even explode just like that. Allahuakbar. The tsunami just swept away every expensive car, houses, buildings and  not to forget the humans! Allahuakbar. I just can't imagine that. Very scary!

May Allah help them at Japan and forgive whatever sin they had done. Ameen...

After that tadabbur we continued with the tauhid things. I shared with them about the topic of KEDIAMAN DAN KEDAMAIAN. Very-very suited with tsunami issue. Alhamdulliah, well, after 2 hours of usrah, see what happened to our delicious foods at the beginning.

Oh my! The cake was badly damaged! *sad* 

Vienetta gone away...*sob2*

Look, they tried to finish all them till the end. Fatty girls!:-)

Ok then, that's all from me. Let's see what you guys have in your life. Don't be too greedy to share your sweet or bitter moments in your life. You can maybe inspire someone by your story. And yeah, sharing is caring!:-)

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi

Engagement Day

Salam semua...

Today my eldest sister, Noor Azimah Ab Aziz is engaged with her beloved fiancee (husband-to-be, insya Allah)...I feel so bad for not being with her on her important day... So-so sad... I hope I can be there, at home, but then here I am, at UK...waaa.....feeling like crying. Although she always scolded me when I was young, she is still my lovely sister for me then.

Gaduh-gaduh masa kecik2 itu biasa la kan...But I tell you, we were different in many ways. Like she was a head girl at her school and me was always being a student with discipline problem. She always got number one  or number two in her class and me, I was being proud with number 21 and above. She was soooo active in netball whereas me, I was comfortable to be with the audience.

This is my kak long on her blissful day. She is soo gorgeous isn't she?

Well, we are different in many things until now. But I love our differences. It makes us unique anyways. Yea my sister, may Allah bless you, and grant you happiness. I love you the way you are. *kisses*

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi

3rd Year Day Out

Salam semua...

As usual, just wanna share with you guys. Today, I feel quite stress for I just realize that I actually got soooo many things to do. And when I said SOOO, I really MEAN it ok! I also want to make an honest confession   that I really-really feel like crying and shouting and yelling today because I think I can't stand anymore.

But don't worry, I'm not gonna do that. I'm still straight ok! Hihi. Instead of doing that silly foolish thing, I try to keep my mind positive like I believe that insya Allah I can do better. Allah gonna help me if I help myself. And I know, I'm not gonna helping myself much if I cry coz it will just make me more tired and my internal energy will drain away and I will waste my life for free.

I don't wanna be like that. So, I'll show you what me and my friends did to get away from this stressful life. Getting some foods! Yeah~ Keep our mind and body healthy!

So, introduce you to....

My friend, Anshika. She's a buddhist but she reverts recently. Alhamdulillah.

This is Kiran. She's a muslim as well.

He is Tendayi. I'm not too sure about his religion but he's a kind person after all.

And this is my not-so-popular-old-friend, Ema. haha 

Me (in yellow veil) with Anshika and Kiran. Ema was too busy with her meal. She just ignored the camera.*lol*

And here Tendayi, Fauzi, Wafee and Kiran. 

Huuuu..What a relief. The full satisfied faces. Can you see them? Haha. Kenyang la tuu... Alhamdulillah. Now, we are ready to move again. Yeah, let's fight for our life! Insya Allah fiddunnia wal akhirah. Ameen.

That's all from me. How about you? Is your life interesting today? If not, you should work for it. Make it colourful,ok! See you soon!

p/s: I know, I still owe you the tazkirah content last night, isn't it! Ok, I'll put it in the next entry then.:-)

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi

Final Year Student Life

Salam semua...

Just nak share. This week is really-really crazy week for me. Biasalah, budak final year yang perasan sibuk! Err... Dan disebabkan perasan sibuk ni, dah 2 minggu bilik saya tak bervacuum. And today, because it's finally Friday, I just feel like doing something good to myself like pampering myself with housekeeping activities. I know-I know, it's weird! I should having spa or something, isn't it?:-)

Well, today, I'm gonna introduce you guys to my beloved room after 2weeks without good keeping:-P

 Tadaaa!!!!

Look at all my dresses, trousers and tops. Baru lepas lipat dan menunggu masa untuk dimasukkan ke dalam almari. (oh, please don't say anything. I know I'm not good at folding clothes but please consider that I don't have much time!lol)

This is my double-sized bed after tidying up. Hmm..so comfort to sleep on it. I soooo love my duvet (selimut) because it's really-really soft and extremely thick. So, I won't get cold at night. Hmm..Alhamdulillah....

This is my beloved hot water bottle (I call him Moo Moo) with my cute Home Sweet Home pillow. So loved them!

Ok now, gonna show you my favourite side in my room.

This is my favourite wall. When I get bored, I will stare and smile at the smiling spongebob there. Can you see him? Soo cute man!

To be honest, I love this side very much. It kinds of special to me. I don't know why. Maybe because I just love the colourful stuffs, of course with pink as the dominant colour everywhere. Oh, so fall in love with them!

Do you see what I mean? *Just zoom in the stuffs*

*Zoom in again* :-)

Ok, now back to reality. This is my meja study. I basically spend so much time here. And I tell you, this is the real life of a final year student like me. (And it should be you too guys,even you're not the final year!:-)

But, don't worry, I won't get hungry here because I got lots of biscuits accompany me:-) Hmm..gaining weight again and again, yeah. That's why I think I am not worth doing exercise, jogging or sit up. See? I eat A LOT...Blime me peeps!:-)

So, this is me. Being busy plus lazy. Well, at least, I did vacuum my room today. How about you? 

Love you as always,

diDiE AiNoRi

Sweat Day

Salam semua...

Just nak share. Minggu ni minggu kedua last untuk Group Research Project (GREP) saya. Bermakna, minggu depan adalah minggu last dan minggu depan lagi satu adalah minggu untuk hantar report! Huh, lega...akhirnya, kegilaan hampir sampai ke garisan penamat. Tapi, yang menjadi kerisauan sekarang adalah, nak taip report. Waaa....Semoga Allah permudahkan. Well, tajuk GREP saya tahun ni adalah The Music Of Magnetosphere. Interesting, huh? *smile*

And, to make things more interesting, this week we all got Physics Challenge thingy which we just finished presenting it in the last few hours.  Basically, Physics Challenge ni akan ada 2 minggu sekali. Dan setiap kali tu juga kami akan lawan dengan group yang berlainan. Dan minggu ni kami lawan dengan group yang pandai gilerrrrrr.................*stress!*

Al-hasil, kami macam kalah je...Tapi, tak pe lah, 1 more Physics Challenge to go next two weeks. Doakan!

After habis Physics Challenge tadi saya terus je ikut my friend, ema , pergi jogging dengan budak-budak netball. Habis satu padang saya round, pueh hati!Sweat day~:-)

Skang saya depan laptop taip everything.haha..Ok la, nak gi solat maghrib dulu. Tata..Malam ni, berazam nak studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....Doakan jugaks!!

Love you as always,

diDie AiNoRi

A WEEK at RUSHEY MEAD SCHOOL

Salam...

Hi everybody...
I hope you guys happy today.

I had finished my first week at Rushey Mead School playing a role as a teacher assistant and sometimes a researcher at that school.

I am so fascinated by the atmosphere at my work place.
It IS so positive, friendly, supportive, creative, and what else can say?
I just loved it!=)

The first and second day were a bit horror for me coz I just didn't really get into them.

You know like, they got many type of accents. I could understand some, but sometimes I just like "mmm..hmmmm" when I don't get what they're saying! Hahhaha....

Well, the third day, I still quite depended on my school mentor, who is Mr.Matt Stopp. Huhu...So lucky coz he's quite a supportive and understanding person. He just treated me like a new member there. So, he did give me some ideas of how I can get my direction in these two weeks here.

He did supply me with the info like, what do I really need to do, am I comfortable with the time-table, do I need to add more classes in my time-table or am I fine with that and so on. After all, he's just a nice person.

Plus I did discover something new there. Something that made me reflected on myself much.
Like I really find that I do have a lot, a lot, a lot of weaknesses in myself. If I could list here, I would list these...;

*I'm quite a "neediness" person.
*I'm not really independent, I think.
*I have a difficulty in communicating profesionally with the people who are older than me.
*I am a bit "me, me" person.Selfish in other words.
*I'm lack of sense of humor.
*I'm not really good in time management and not really organized.
*I also did recognized that I don't really know how to describe myself.

After a week at school, I think, I did change a bit. Like, I'm trying to become more responsible, more proactive and more polite in a way of treating other people.

You know like, sometimes it's quite easy to say you're like this and like that, but when you need to get across to someone else, like in the classroom, or in work place, you need to prove yourself that you have such the abilities.

I agree that it is not easy to do but we better try to gain that. You know, maybe it will cost pain to you at the beginning, but it's worth to try anyways!

Better be beaten by trying than winning by lying, isn't it?

Often, you cannot go further if you just stop and static.

You need to move on.

You need to taste the other side of environment in order to add some values to yourself.

Sometimes, people will talk behind you. They will laugh at you. They will judge you.

But as long as you're alive, then anything that people say about you is not a big deal no more.

You just need to be brave to step ahead in your life. Make an improvement. Think big. Ready to face any challenge in front.

Well, sometimes, you can just face all that by putting a smile on your face and just be empathy to the other people.

Hmmm.....so much things that I did reflect, I think. Thank you Allah. I hope this will not make me far from YOU.....

I hope Allah will always guide me in every step in my life. I hope Allah will always be there to help me....

Hmmm....just be more .......


POSITIVE!!!!!

=)

Digging into my heart....

Salam....

Hello to all my family and friends....

How do you do now?

Are you doing fine?

Well, I hope you guys did great coz I was not really good along this week.

And I do hope that I will function well again as soon as possible because my new work is waiting for me and it's really really just around the corner and I do need to behave like 22-year-old-girl and be able to handle my routine appropriately.

Sometimes, I was confused. I did not know what happened to me and it was just happen. I did not know whether it was because of the old story or it was just me.

And when it happens, I just think like I want to get a supernanny to handle me and guide me and supply me with such a motivation and give the right method for me to carry on with my life.

I know it is not good to tell much about myself but consider that this is my diary, then I think it is OK to write anything that I feel here. It is my place to figure out what is spinning and revolving around my head right now and a space to help me to make things clearer and smoother to myself.


.::::Now, I'm trying to bring chaos to the order::::...

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Life is not just about a dream. Life is all about the spirit and character. Life is a battle and it is not a gamble. We live our lives with love. We carry on our life with the other people by exchanging some phrases of appreciations and that was the thing that I always always failed to do.

It is somehow easy to write and to read the theories rather than imply those theories themselves into our life.

It needs a so-called little sacrifice to make ourselves be more approachable and more reachable to the people around us. And that sacrifice always puts me in pain. I do not know how I could be more available to the people without sacrifice my own nature.

Or...maybe I am a bit selfish.

Well..perhaps..BUT... On my defense, sometimes, you will feel tiring of giving. Now you feel like receiving. You don't want to give too much anymore. You just feel like it is time for you to have your own time, to treat your own self, to ignore anything and everything that is happening around you.

You just need some time to find yourself back and you just need to be alone to deal with it.

And when it comes to this point, I am not sure whether this is what I really want. Or is this really the way that I need to behave? Or is this the right thing that I am thinking about?

And, when I'm not so sure, then the things start to turn upside down.

I'll get so upset and frustrated coz I feel like no one hears me, no one understands me and I just feel like the big force exerted on my head and because of that incredible force, the bad feeling just sink deeply into myself and then I became more frustrated.

Hmm...without knowing how to deal with this kind of stress, I became more stressful.

So what I did was trying to think of something that makes me happy and trying to do some shopping and be with the people that I love to be with.

It kind of works sometimes but not most of the times.

So what do I need to do??

Well maybe I need to train myself to be more supportive to the other people without sacrifice too much from my side.

Or maybe I need to go back to basic.

So, what is the basic then? Allah, of course.

Well, I'll work for it in order to make myself feel good and better.And move from better to outstanding.

Believing that I'm not dealing this alone but with Allah does help me much.

Ok, it's a late night now. Better get enough sleep and ready for tomorrow. Hmm...night peers....Salam....

Cintaku di kampung halaman

“Wahh....cantiknya taman ni!”. Jerit saya riang semasa menjejakkan kaki ke sebuah mini park di hujung Bandar Sheffield. Jiwa kampung ini sudah lama merindukan suasana damai begini. Bunyi deru air dan kehijauan daun serta tawa riang anak-anak berkejaran ke sana ke mari. Indahnya!!! Hati saya menjerit bahagia...Jiwa terasa damai, dada terasa lapang, hati terasa segar.. Jauh dari kesibukan buku-buku dan suasana belajar yang menyempitkan dada dan menyesakkan nafas, sekali-sekala elok juga saya berjalan-jalan begini. Sebenarnya, niat asal di hati bukanlah mahu makan angin di Sheffield, tetapi datang untuk satu misi ummah dan untuk menghadiri NEXT (Nasyid Extravaganza Sheffield 2009). Namun, alang-alang menyelam, minum la air sekali, ye dok? Hehe...

Waterfall UK. hehe

I love fountain!!

Persis suasana di Spain

Alianie, teman sekampung saya

Disamping menghirup udara Sheffield yang nyaman,sempat juga saya menyinggah di satu dua kedai untuk membeli cenderamata buat keluarga di kampung. Ah, rindu sudah membukit, cinta sudah melangit, tanah airku semakin menggamit!! Besut, nantikan aku!! Huhu... Setelah berjalan-jalan, dari pukul 9.30 a.m (kalau tak silap) sampailah pukul 12.30 p.m. macam tu, kami menaiki tram untuk ke University of Sheffield bagi memeriahkan acara NEXT. Berbaloi juga pergi ke NEXT, dapat tengok persembahan Akbar dan Izzat (Mirwana). Wah, rupanya memang patutlah mereka bergelar artis, suara mantop-matop semuanya. Huh...tak terlawan den...=)

Akbar dan Izzat gandingan mantap

Sebenarnya, bukan itu saja yang saya dapat semasa jaulah Sheffield. Saya sebenarnya telah bertemu dengan figures yang hebat-hebat semuanya. Yang mana kata-kata mereka bukan sahaja mutiara buat saya malah bekal buat jiwa sepanjang masa. Mereka memberi kata-kata semangat buat diri ini. Memberikan buah fikir tentang hidup ini. Menyedarkan bahawa reality tidak semanis mimpi jua tak seindah bayangan di alam fantasi. Hidup ini sesuatu yang perlu dihadapi dengan penuh tabah dan berani. Benar ia penuh cabaran dan onak duri. Namun itulah takdir buat manusia dulu dan kini. Hidup ini mesti, mati itu pasti. Lalu ayuh, kita melangkah di atas tanah yang bernama Bumi! Tapak demi tapak kita susuni. Usah pandang ke belakang lagi. Memori silam itu biarkan ia berlalu pergi. Kini engkau punya hari ini. Hari untuk kau melangkah dengan optimis, penuh visi dan misi. Jaulah kali ini benar-benar menemukan saya dengan manusia dari pelbagai posesi dan posisi. Semuanya berbeza dari sudut pandang tentang tema yang satu>>> HIDUP INI.Insya Allah, entry yang akan datang akan saya kongsi fikrah daripada figure-figure ini dengan sahabat-sahabat.

Mengikut perancangan, saya sepatutnya balik malam Isnin. Namun, oleh sebab syok berborak dengan seorang sister yang baru dikenali, saya telah terlepas train untuk balik ke Leicester malam itu, lalu terpaksalah saya bermalam di Sheffield sehingga esoknya, hari Isnin, barulah saya pulang dengan menaiki bas. Sepanjang perjalanan pulang, sayang saya nak tutup mata. Pemandangan cantik sangat! Rumput-rumput di padang terhampar indah. Hijau...Luas...Saujana mata memandang... Sekali lagi lagu rindu menyanyi di hati saya. Rindu Kampung Padang Luas! Ma, Abah, doakan anak gadismu tabah!!

on the way pulang

Sebetulnya, pulang ke Leicester bukanlah pilihan saya, kalau boleh saya ingin meneruskan jaulah ke tempat-tempat lain pula. Namun apakan daya. Kuliah-kuliah sedang menanti dan melambai-lambai saya. Mana mungkin saya ponteng kesemuanya. Itu cari nahas namanya. Hehe. Tapi, tak mengapalah. Kelas pun not that bad. Quite enjoy it. Dan salah satu kelas yang paling best minggu ni adalah lab fizik. Jom layan experiment kami.Zassss~~~

Inilah kumpulan saya, dari kiri, Nathan, Nick, Ema dan Alex. Saya tukang ambil gambar=)

Experiment minggu ini

Nathan dan Nick memang 2 sejoli =)

Keadaan kelas saya

Nah..Rasanya, ini saja yang dapat saya kongsikan setakat ini. Insya Allah, semoga ketemu di lain hari. Jangan risau, kanvas hidup ini takkan berhenti kecuali dengan mati. Allahualam...

Dr Didie : Homesick!!