Ahad, Mei 29, 2011

Sometimes, some people are too scared of something...The world is not exactly.... should...They are afraid to change.Even if they change, they're gonna give up~ Sometimes, they cannot figure out what they need.Or..maybe they can figure it out,but they are too afraid to move forward.

Jumaat, Mei 27, 2011

Salam...
Apa khabar semua?
Harap Sihat walafiat.;-)

Saya? Acnes tak sembuh lagi, scars banyak lagi bertempek kat muka ni. Tapi saya dah tak muntah-muntah lagi dah sebab saya da berhenti makan antibiotik untuk acnes ni...*dalam hati, lantaklah, saya dah tak tahan muntah macam orang pregnant!*

Oye, hari ni, tak nak cakap pasal acnes. Tapi nak share tentang isu-isu semasa yang terjadi di Malaysia. Saya sebenarnya jarang suka mengulas isu di blog. Tapi, entahlah, hari ni berasa terpanggil untuk meluahkan apa yang terbuku di hati.

Sebagai rakyat Malaysia, orang muda pulak tu, saya memang tak tahan melihat situasi yang berlaku dalam negara sendiri. Bermula dengan penyebaran video seks secara berleluasa tanpa di bendung, sehinggalah kepada harga gula dan elektrik naik.Ya Allah...apa nak jadi dengan negara aku ni...

Entahlah, saya tak faham kenapa Malaysia mesti begini. Mengapakah permainan nya sekotor dan sejijik ini? Tidak bolehkah menjadi ketua atau pemimpin yang lebih matang? Saya tidak tuju kepada sesiapa secara spesifik. Anda makan aiskrim, andalah yang rasa manis.

Arghh..tahu tak saya rasa nak jerit kuat-kuat, "Tolong hentikan ini!!!"

Apa itu "ini"?

Rasuah, birokrasi, kroni, khianat dan sebagainya.

Tolonglahhhh....

Saya nak tanya, ke mana anda nak bawa duit-duit yang banyak tu? Tak ingat mati ke?

Ya Allah..sedar tak, ramai lagi rakyat yang menderita dan melarat di luar sana? Kenapa nasib mereka tidak dibela?Kenapa asyik suruh mereka berjimat-cermat sahaja sedangkan pemimpin-pemimpin bermewah-mewahan???

Argghhh..stressnyer bile geram.....

Kenapa setiap kali harga barang naik, rakyat yang kena berkorban?

Pemimpin, kamu ingat kamu siapa? Kamu, kami yang gaji taw!

Terkini, kisah Loji Nuklear Lynas. Saya masih tidak dapat mencari jawapan kukuh mengapa kerajaan sanggup meluluskan projek itu. Sedangkan kesannya penduduk yang pasti kena tanggung!!!

Kenapa pemimpin tak dahulukan rakyat?Kenapa?????

Tahu taksisa radioaktif itu sangat bahaya? Kalian boleh menjanjikan macam-macam. Operasinya selamat la, akan ada mesin kitar semula sebelum sisa dilepaskan la..and so on..Tapi what if berlaku kebocoran semasa operasi? Apa solusi kalian?Apa akan jadi kepada penduduk kampung yang tinggal hanya beberapa kilometer dari kawasan loji???Fikirkah kalian tentang mereka????

Kalian cuma fikirkan wang dan keuntungan kalian!!Kalian tamak!Kalian tak pernah dahulukan rakyat! Kalian memang pentingkan diri sendiri!!

Tolonglah kalian dengar suara hati kami sekali ini. Hentikan Lynas!Kalau kalian tak nak hemtikan penyebaran video lucah pun, kalian tolonglah ikut permintaan kami yang ini. Kami tak nak Lynas!!!Dengar tak?

Saya tak faham kenapa kalian susah sangat nak faham.Kalian ni kena bius dengan duit ke?Sampai dah lupa kisah Bukit Merah?

Ya Allah...Bukakanlah pintu hati mereka agar mereka menghentikan projek berbahya ini ya Allah, ameen...


Love my family and my country,
didie ainori

Isnin, Mei 16, 2011

Jika tiada sayang, bukanlah bernama kita sebagai  manusia....
Jika tiada rindu, bukanlah bernama kita sebagai insan...
Jika tiada keduanya, itu bukanlah makhluk nyata, tapi mungkin makhluk halus...Hehe...

Kidding..lol~

Sebenarnya, nak cakap...
Kita bukanlah tak boleh nak jiwang-jiwang karat seposen dua...
Tapi, apabila sudah jiwang itu, jangan pula lupa dan leka..
Lalai terhadap Tuhan yang Maha Mencipta...

Dan nak cakap jugak...
Kepada diri sendiri khususnya...
Sayang rindu cinta segala bagai itu
Lebih ampuh jika kita sandarkan kepada Sang Pemilik alam semesta...

Lebih ampuh jika kita bermunajat dan mendekat padaNya...
Lebih ampuh jika kita menginsafi segala dosa dan cela sebagai manusia...
Lebih ampuh jika kita mencuba memperbaiki diri menjadi yang terbaik di mataNya...
Lebih ampuh teman-teman...Lebih ampuh jika kepada Allah kita kembalikan segala cinta...

Dari itu...
Yuk, Dengarkan ya!




Buat kau yang kurindu...
Moga engkau sihat-sihat selalu...

Buat kau yang kurindu...
Moga engkau sekarang tenang dalam rahmat dan kasih-sayang Allah...

Buat kau yang kurindu..
Mungkin waktu yang kita tunggu masih lama,
Atau mungkin saja akan tiba sesaat lagi,
Maka jangan kau putus asa dalam basah lidahmu memohon doa
Pada Dia yang Maha Mendengar segalanya...

Buat kau yang kurindu...
Tunggulah, sekejap saja cuma...
Insya Allah tak lama...

Teruskanlah istikharah, munajat dan doamu...
Aku juga sentiasa meneruskan doa-doa itu lewat solatku...

Buat kau yang kurindu...
Biar saja doa-doa kita berbicara...
Biar saja doa-doa kita bekerja...
Kerana yang mengaturnya kita tahu adalah Allah yang Maha Esa...

Buat kau yang kurindu...
Moga suatu hari nanti,
Kau dan aku saling mengenali...
Kenal dalam rahmat dan kasih sayang Allah...
Kenal dalam mihrab cinta yang halal...

Insya Allah...
Yakinlah padaNya ya?


Love you as always,
diDiE AiNoRi

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psst...saja meniup rindu pada sang bayu~ lalala;-p

Ahad, Mei 15, 2011

Hi all...
Salam semua...
May you guys happy always;-)

Today nak reflek diri sendiri~


Guys, korang perasan tak, kadang-kadang kita lebih cepat nampak kesalahan orang lain berbanding kesalahan kita sendiri.

Kita lebih cepat menghukum orang lain berbanding menghukum diri kita sendiri.

Saya bagi contoh;

Kita selalu nampak yang ahli parlimen ini tidak buat kerja beliau, mengabaikan kebajikan rakyat dan selalu keluar makan angin dengan keluarga sambil sesuka hati menghabiskan duit negara.

Ironi; Sebenarnya, kita pun sama je.Lebih kurang je dengan beliau itu. Cuma kita terkadang tak nampak kesalahan kita sendiri.

Contoh; Kita diberi biasiswa untuk belajar dan mendapatkan ijazah. Tapi, ada masanya, kita culas jugak kan masa belajar? Kita guna je duit biasiswa untuk pergi makan angin kan? Kita kalau time nak exam tu ada jugak  curi-curi tulang malas belajar kan?

So, kesimpulannya, kita ni, selalu cepat mengata orang lain, walhal diri sendiri pun dua kali lima je dengan orang tu...Kita sebenarnya, kena ingat satu perkara, kita mustahil boleh mengubah orang lain, tapi kita boleh ubah diri kita sendiri. Maka, bermulalah dengan diri sendiri. Baikilah diri sendiri dan janganlah kita lakukan perkara yang kita tak suka orang lain lakukan.

Kita benci pemimpin yang menghabiskan wang negara, jadi, kita janganlah membazirkan wang amanah yang kita ada.

Kita benci pemimpin yang khianat, jadi kita pun kenala amanah dalam kehidupan ini.

Kita benci pemimpin yan tak buat kerja dan tak pandai mengurus negara, jadi, kita pun kenala pandai mengurus diri sendiri dan kita kena do the best dalam kerja-kerja kita...

And the list goes on.....

Jangan buat apa yang kita tak suka orang buat~

Jangan jatuh ke dalam lubang yang sama dua kali~

Jangan time demonstrasi je mengamuk-ngamuk dan lantang bersuara, tapi bila balik rumah, kain dua baldi tak basuh lagi ataupun assignments bertimbun tak siap lagi~

Jangan duk mimpi nak ubah dunia jika gelanggang kecil di rumah pun kita tak mampu nak uruskannya~

Akhirul kalam, buat diri sendiri, renung-renungkanlah~~~



Love you as always,
diDiE AiNoRi

Sabtu, Mei 14, 2011

Hi guys..Salam...


I guess you should know what I'm going to share today. Yea, spot on! About my face now that full with acne and scars because of the stress!!!

Gosh, I'm not kidding at all. My smooth beautiful skin was gone! It was just like GAME OVER~

I have no nice face anymore, and now, I have to face the examination. Oh guys, seriously it's not funny! How I'm gonna get married with face like this. Waaarrrggghhhh~~

NOT COOL, oki!

Well, I went to see the doctor last week and here was our conversation;

Doctor; How can I help you?
Me; Oh, it's about my face. I  don't know what happen to it but I think it's because of acne. What do you think?
Doctor; Ah yea...I see..Your face..Hmm..What can I give you is maybe some antibiotics or cream.
Me; Antibiotic please doctor. I can't stand my face like this.
Doctor;*Took her medical book and start revising* Ok, this medicine is bla....bla...bla... Oki, let me check it further through internet.

*In the meanwhile*
Doctor; Where are you from?
Me; Malaysia.
Doctor; Oh, I love Malaysia so much. It was my honeymoon destination before. I went to Langkawi. *Her face and eyes still focus straightly on the computer screen*
Me;Oh, I see. I never go to Langkawi.
Doctor;Oh, you should go, it's nice. Ok, now I'm going to ask you a few questions. 1) Are you sexually active?
Me; No.
Doctor; Are you pregnant?
Me; No. *In my mind, pliz doctor, just give me the prescription. I just have the acnesssss..*
Doctor; Oraite, take this medicine 2 twice daily oki. And then come to see me again after a month.
Me; A month????That's too long doctor...
Doctor; Yea..I know, usually acne will heal within 3 months.
Me; What???Oh gosh~
Doctor; But dont worry, take this medicine first, and if it still has no effect then we'll try to think something else to treat your face, oki.
Me; Oki doctor.Tq...
Doctor; Welcome.

*Then I headed to town to buy the medicine according to the prescription given by the doctor*

And now, after a week taking this, I think my face a bit better but still, not really good. Sob2...*cries blood*

Guys, plis do pray for me ya...I want good result in the exam and I want good face condition as well..Pray for me..T_T

See you soon guys..

Love you as always,
diDiE AiNoRi

Sabtu, Mei 07, 2011

Salam semua....

May Allah bless all of you guys...

Today, just wanna share with you how happy we will be if we have a good housemate. I did experience that. *I mean, I AM experiencing that*.I had a really good housemate named Farah. She always be nice and treat me well. Cook for me, give me some preach if I go wrong, sharing while I listen, just listen while I sharing, and list goes on....She is sooooo nice~

Like last night, as usual, she always had something sweet to give me, so tasty and fresh fruits!!!Here we go!!





Tempting huh? Oh..tq my housemate!!I love our ukhuwwah!!

Alhamdulillah~


Love you as always,
diDiE AiNoRi
Salam semua...

Harap semua sihat walafiat hendaknya...Terima kasih buat yang masih berkunjung walaupun tiada update sangat sebulan dua ini..Huhu..Maaf ye...

Orait, yesterday I had usrah with my juniors, Rai, Rin and Ain. We actually wanted to have fun in the sun, picnic and enjoy together. So, a day before the gathering, we promised to meet each other at their hall, Walnut Hall and have picnic together at the backyard just beside their flat. We all excited to meet that tomorrow.

As a good senior, I came early and waited for them calmly on that green green grass with all sort of foods that I brought along with me. *lol*




Yeah...could you see how excited was I? I made a special cake for us, yes, just for four of us!lol~ And actually I did some egg sandwiches and brought some trifles as well;-)

But after 5 minutes waiting....

I can feel some drops of water touched my face. OMG! Raining!!! *panic*

I packed up everything and went to Ain's flat. Finally, we ended up meeting and picnic in the flat.LOL~

Soo sad..But hey, we still had had a good time together yesterday! We played Quran Challenge Games from 10 a.m till Zuhr. Subhanallah...Alhamdulillah...Got a lot of new knowledge from that game too. And Rai, Ain and Rin  actually made a lot of foods as well..*Full* Seriously~

Well guys, that's all.See ya..


Love you as always,
diDiE AiNoRi


Hi All, Salam...

Lamanya saya tak update kan? Busy? Duhh...Puhlizzz~ Am not really...But..kind of perasan busy...sigh~

Guys, you know lately, I AM soooo LAZY~ Feel like I dont wanna care about my final result. In my mind, I just said, "oki, let it be. Pass or fail, let it be. I dont even care anymore!"

Gosh, how and why on earth do I have such stupid thinking?

Am I that depressed?

Am I that fool?

Am I that useless?

Am I that crazy?

Oki, I guess, I AM too emotional. I guess I am not myself anymore. Coz I know, my old self will not say such things.

I know, my old self was really-really ambitious, focus, and eager to do the BEST.

So, after thinking awhile yesterday, I conclude that I cannot fail in this final exam coz it's not just about the result. It's more about me!!!

What will happen to me if I fail?

What will happen to my relationship with my mom if I fail? *coz you should know guys that my mom really put high  hope on me*

What will happen to the rest of my life? Will I have good friends after this if I fail my exams? or will they leave me alone? How do I face the world if I fail this important exam?

And..what will Allah think about me? Will He give me some more nikmat after this? Will He love me some more after this? Or maybe He will hate me as well like others?

Gosh~ These scary questions came to my mind yesterday and so, I think, I really2 think that I cannot live my life without good result.

I am not a high achiever, but I just cannot accept myself if I do not succeed in some important arenas, say, exams.

So, I dont wanna face that dark world...I wanna flying colours...I wanna succeed...Plz..plz..plz...now, I have less than 20 days before exam..Can I make it????

Guys, can I make it??????

Pray for me...I love myself so much and so I dont wanna make myself disappointed or upset...I wanna be happy, and happy will only come if I have good results...Guys, you maybe will say that my thinking is too simplistic or wutsoeva narrow thinking. But yea..this is me...I want to SUCCEED...


Love myself as always,
diDiE AiNoRi
 
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